Well Homeboy and I had a little talk.
And this is what I came away with which gives me more respect for him (not that there was a lack of respect to begin with but more)
He likes me. Even loves me. He feels I'm perfect for him and we would be perfect together.
He is not ready for a serious relationship. And knowing how perfect we would be together he'd rather not start anything he doesn't feel ready for and mess up. That includes having a physical thing with me. He doesn't even want to take it anywhere until he's ready to be serious with me. This reminded me of a time I was all
M: "Homeboy! Why don't we just be together?!?!?"
H: "Because what if we get together and I'm not good at being a boyfriend."
Until I'm not in love with Crab.
So that's all fair. Obviously he sees my heart is not really available.
After this you'd think it was concluded right?
No. Because after telling this to a friend she came up with the next mystery.
"Why isn't he ready?"
Oh......... I don't know.....
On un autre note
He called me last night and I was all
"Homeboooooy, it's you're birthday tomorrow!"
And he says "Really? Tomorrow's my birthday?"
And I was all "Yaaaaaay! Today's your birthday! Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I suck for forgetting!