I'm at the mall with Mini right now. Seeing couples is such a sight for me. I've never had a man that I went out to public places with. I always wonder if the man really wants to be with the girl. How did she get him to come with her? Is it annoying him for her to hold his hand. She's not that pretty. How'd she get him to do this? And then I start to feel sad and wonder why I'm not good enough.