I'm really really sick of my situation right now. Like, I'm so tired of it. But I won't end it. So it's just all my fault really. I'm trying though. I really am... just not hard enough I guess.
@laki. Its crazy cause I'm so stuck to dude. He's my favorite person. He is a part of my day. And I don't want to see what my day would be like without him. But I want to date but I don't want to lose him. I want my cake and I want to eat it too. But then again so does he. He wants me without having to be with me completely. The solution is obvious but I just can't face the thought of not having him. So I give up what a need for a peice of what I want.
But I'm out of my cyclical funk and satisfied again. For now...
Expound, my dear. Dish!!!
ReplyDeletehate to sound cliche, but the only way out is through. Work it out, suga :-)
ReplyDelete@laki. Its crazy cause I'm so stuck to dude. He's my favorite person. He is a part of my day. And I don't want to see what my day would be like without him. But I want to date but I don't want to lose him. I want my cake and I want to eat it too. But then again so does he. He wants me without having to be with me completely. The solution is obvious but I just can't face the thought of not having him. So I give up what a need for a peice of what I want.
ReplyDeleteBut I'm out of my cyclical funk and satisfied again. For now...
@CG your so right! No easy way out
ReplyDeleteTrust me, I get it.... :(
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