Sunday, April 24, 2011

Oh what a tangled web I weave.

Soooooo.... Pras called and asked me to come to TRS and have a drink and to invite all my friends and drinks would be on him. I told him that I wasn't sure about that and that I was spending time with my family and couldn't really talk. I mean it was a nice gesture and all but my mind is in a jumble right now especially since I gave them both my number. It was really a dumbie move but... I never claimed to be the sharpest tool in the shed when it comes to these things. 

The other dude texted that he was really happy to meet me and hoped I was having a great easter. I texted back that it was nice meeting him too and I hoped the same.  That was it.  He texted back again but I didn't answer back because I wasn't sure where I was going with this whole thing. I mean I flirt a lot. I do. But I leave it there.  Just like 10 #pot said about why she felt Eye Candy should be off limits to me. There won't be any follow through. I will use people for entertainment when I'm bored but I will always go back to what I love.  And there is absolutely no denying where my heart feels at home.

SN Mini just handed me a receipt that he wrote DO NOT FORGET TO GET ME AN ELECTRIC GUITAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY

On another note Disney texted PIC. She was totally confused because she could barely even remember lst night

At this point I've decided I'm not ready to date or rather I'm not ready for what will come with dating.  I'm just not ready to face all of that right now.

On the health tip I felt the difference when I got my B12 shot. And now I feel the difference as it is wearing off. I have an appt on Tuesday though for another.  I'm definitely looking forward to that. Its sucks to feel what feeling good feels like then go back to not feeling good again. And so quickly... I can tell the difference also because people can see it. And when I crash which is usualy around 6:00 my girlfriend today got super scared.  To me it was just exhaustion time. But she totally freaked. I had to explain to her that I was alright and there was nothing we could do about it and id feel better Tuesday. So I can't wait for my next shot. Hopefully after a few weeks it won't be such a large contrast between feeling good and when I'm closer to my next shot.


  1. ooh girl, dont joke with your health :/
    and lol its fun to flirt, but it becomes not-so-fun when the other person starts to take u seriously :p

  2. @kitkat yeah I've definitely seen how important it is to take care of myself since the whole transplant thing.