Crab has went back into my emails and read blog post. From the beginning... All the way back to MD. He was able to see all the stuff I'd deleted because I blogged from my email a lot back then. So even though it was no longer on the blog it was in my emails. All the stuff with MD. ALL OF IT. Even little insignificant people like Swizz. Y'all don't even remember him right? EXAAAACTLY. Because it meant nothing!
He's so finished with me. He went in on me. Like... I don't think we will ever be friends again.
I am devastated. And there is nothing I can say to turn it around because it's all facts. He has facts. Not suspicions, not he said she said. All facts typed by my own fingers. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!
I'm not sure what he read because it goes back YEARS. But I am sure that there was things that weren't so good. Damn like I said in the answer to Anonymous, I have not been an angel. And he sees now just how un-angelic I've been.
My heart is broken. And I think a piece of his is too. And it's my fault. All things I did. He told me he hopes I learn from this. That the next time I love someone don't do things to ruin it.
You all should follow him on twitter and tell him not to do this. To still be my friend. Tell him how much I love him.