New Year, Same Story

Welp. Surprise surprise.  Remember that NYE party Crab said he'd probably go to with me...? Yeah you know what I'm about to say.

Oh well.  Alone again. 

I don't know why it bothers me.  I've never NOT been alone.  Even when my husband and I were togther. 

But...

Hard things don't get easier the more you do them.  They don't hurt less.  You just learn not to cry.