Friday, October 21, 2011

Now you know

*Ahhhh Sigh*
I can't wipe this smile off of my face. My cheeks are starting to ache a bit but I'm still smiling.

I went to Crab's this morning before work. Let me start by saying I emailed him the post that I wrote last night. He loved it. Soooo....

This morning, he was so so talkative. And I loved it. And he said more than the usual. And I loved it. And @Nony's (Anonymous) suggestion yesterday definitely crossed my mind. But I was so into what I was doing I just didn't want to stop to talk.

What was really good is that I knew that after reading my post he was able to feel when I pulled closer to him and know that I really wanted to be closer than close. And I knew that when I grabbed his body he knew that meant I was getting more excited. I felt like now that he knows all of those little things, it's more intimate. And that's what I wanted right? Intimacy? That felt good. It felt good.

I think I can step out from behind my wall again.

He texted me while I was on my way to work
C: You're the fucking best!!!


  1. That makes me so happy. :D

  2. Thanks! I'm trying. Its getting a lot better. We have just begun year three of this. You'd think I would have opened up by now!

    By the way, he asked if anyone had commented about the talking dirty post. I just changed the subject because I didn't want to tell him yes and @Nony had said and then when I say it he knows its scripted and not even my own words