Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Oh! I forgot...

By the way... I was affectionate.  It may have not been visible to the untrained eye but I knew.  And that's what counts.  It counts that I know that I did something that was out of the ordinary for me.  It wasn't as big as a hug.  But it was a baby step towards a hug.  AND.... are you listening...?  It was not sexual.  What I'm speaking of.  It was not sexual.  I'm not going to tell you what it was because I don't want to. But... It was me showing affection.  I wonder if he noticed.  I don't care if he did or didn't because it was for me.  He knows how I feel whether I hug him or not. I'm proud of myself and I feel like the chain the binds me is that much weaker now.

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