So as usual UN helped me to understand the dynamics of relationships yet again.
You all are well aware of my feelings of being unloveable. So unless someone says to me "I love you" I don't assume that they do.
But every now and then I have an "ah ha" moment.
Taking the time to leave your conference call to call me just to shoot the breeze with me for a couple of minutes because you know I needed to hear your voice. Well that made me feel (dare I say it) loved.