Thursday, December 15, 2011

jumper

Not that Crab is the suicidal type but sometimes you never know when someone is.  A lot of the times it's the one you lease expect. When people get really really depressed it scares the shit out of me.  I've known a few people who have committed suicide and it's the fucking pits.  Especially with no letter.  

That's why I think I want to just show up and comfort him.  He sounds BAD.  I mean BAD.  I'm at work so I have to keep from crying but there is not a smile in him.  Being on the phone is mad uncomfortable because I'm trying to fill it with meaningless chatter. Everday I ask if I can come over and he says "I'll call you..." and then doesn't.  I want to just go.  Because he is never gonna say yes.  And a lot of times we FEEL like we wanna be alone but once someone just bullies you into letting them in it really does feel better.

I take shit like this so seriously.  You have to...
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4 comments:

  1. MoniqueDecember 15, 2011 at 8:27 PM

    If I've learned anything, sometimes when you want to be there for people, you have to let them have their space for a minute. I'm sure he knows you have his back but give him a little space and let him work things out on his own for a minute.

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  2. DianaBossDecember 15, 2011 at 9:29 PM

    You're very right. I'm sure he knows I have his back. I just brought him dinner and he really seemed happy to see me. After that he called me on his way to the gym and sounded a bit better. We joked around and I feel better now after seeing him smile!

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  3. Gorgeous_PuddinDecember 16, 2011 at 8:38 PM

    I'm glad you went! I was going to suggest just going. I know people who get really low too and I think it is better to be safer. Glad you were able to put a smile on his face. :)

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  4. DianaBossDecember 16, 2011 at 9:44 PM

    Yeah I'm glad too. He's down sounding again but its gonna get better.

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