I had a great weekend. Mini stayed with his dad Friday night through Sunday night. I stayed with Crab Friday through Sunday. I went home to shower and change but for the most part I was with him the entire weekend.
I can't say just how nice it was!
I finally met his ex wife. That was nice. She was incredibly nice and told me how much she's heard about me and how much the kids like me. And I finally met Little Crab. He is a sweet sweet kid and gave me a nice hug! And so did the ex. Only thing is that I had been just laying down when she came by. Crab wasn't home so I was just chilling watching TV looking like exactly what I was doing. I would have like to at least look decent. But she was nice and gave me like 5 hugs.
So anyway, I had a perfect weekend. I love that something so simple is so wonderful. There's this Miguel song Just Be that I love. It's just about laying around doing nothing together. Just being. And it used to make me cry because I never did that with someone. And it means everything to me to Just Be with him. Everything.
Monday, May 14, 2012
Day 12 - Something I don't leave home without
I don't leave the house without
My Cell Phone - I feel off balance without it
My Lip Gloss
Dentyne Ice - Peppermint. I'm addicted!
My Cell Phone - I feel off balance without it
My Lip Gloss
Dentyne Ice - Peppermint. I'm addicted!
Day 11 A quote that I love
My daddy always says to me
When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hold on!
When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hold on!
Day 10 something I'm afraid of
Ok My bad I gotta catch up for yall I'm sorry.
Something I'm afraid of
I think it's pretty much the same thing as most parent. I'm afraid of something happening to my son. I want him to live a long healthy life.
The other day we were walking and I switched him to the inside of the sidewalk and he says...
You did that so that I wouldn't get hit by a car?
M: Yeah. If a car jumped the curb I'd want it to hit me before it hits you
But then you'll die :(
So I explained to him how I'd lived so much of my life already and he has a lot more living to do than me. But a car is ptobably not going to jump the curb and hit either of us but just in case I want to make sure he still gets to do all thing things I've already gotten to do.
On the news the other day I saw a video where a woman was walking into a store with her 4 year old daughter and is attacked and she runs. WITHOUT her daughter. could never be me. Never.
http://www.wtvq.com/mostpopular/story/Woman-Runs-Leaves-Child-Behind-During-Attack/yOAR38ScG0eHfq8FEJ79kw.cspx
Something I'm afraid of
I think it's pretty much the same thing as most parent. I'm afraid of something happening to my son. I want him to live a long healthy life.
The other day we were walking and I switched him to the inside of the sidewalk and he says...
You did that so that I wouldn't get hit by a car?
M: Yeah. If a car jumped the curb I'd want it to hit me before it hits you
But then you'll die :(
So I explained to him how I'd lived so much of my life already and he has a lot more living to do than me. But a car is ptobably not going to jump the curb and hit either of us but just in case I want to make sure he still gets to do all thing things I've already gotten to do.
On the news the other day I saw a video where a woman was walking into a store with her 4 year old daughter and is attacked and she runs. WITHOUT her daughter. could never be me. Never.
http://www.wtvq.com/mostpopular/story/Woman-Runs-Leaves-Child-Behind-During-Attack/yOAR38ScG0eHfq8FEJ79kw.cspx
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Get Right
Yes Yes Day 9 is coming... Another picture... Geesh! Killing me
Anyway. I've decided I gotta get 100% right with what I'm doing. First of all, I've been very gray area like with Homeboy. I play games to keep things open if... that's not right.
So I'm gonna keep it 100% with him and really say...
"OK cool. Listen we are gonna stop playing this game. You play games with me, I play games with you, but now games over. At least on my end. I'm finished and not because you frustrate me, it's because I have a relationship with Crab which I think you could probably tell."
This is something that Crab had a problem with. The reasons I would give Homeboy for not being with him. He knew I would tell Homeboy that i he (Homeboy) just doesn't do right by me. But what he wanted was for me to tell Homeboy that I couldn't be with him because I 'm with Crab. But, I was like "Whatever. I said something and that's enough."
But I realize now it's not enough. Because without the truth we keep slipping in and out of "talking". So at this point I am doing what most of us women hate about men. I play both sides of the fence. So my new reason for not dealing with other people is because I'm in a relationship. Which is something I need to tell other dude too. (This dude from highschool that has been trying to get at me) Mostly I just avoid him and tell him I'm busy because he's definitely my type so I don't want to get into any sticky situations because AS WE KNOW I tend to get myself into sticky situations.
One thing I can say is that Crab LOVES ME! He loves me all Jill Scott Especially Different like. And I FEEL it. And I'm gonna let him!
Anyway. I've decided I gotta get 100% right with what I'm doing. First of all, I've been very gray area like with Homeboy. I play games to keep things open if... that's not right.
So I'm gonna keep it 100% with him and really say...
"OK cool. Listen we are gonna stop playing this game. You play games with me, I play games with you, but now games over. At least on my end. I'm finished and not because you frustrate me, it's because I have a relationship with Crab which I think you could probably tell."
This is something that Crab had a problem with. The reasons I would give Homeboy for not being with him. He knew I would tell Homeboy that i he (Homeboy) just doesn't do right by me. But what he wanted was for me to tell Homeboy that I couldn't be with him because I 'm with Crab. But, I was like "Whatever. I said something and that's enough."
But I realize now it's not enough. Because without the truth we keep slipping in and out of "talking". So at this point I am doing what most of us women hate about men. I play both sides of the fence. So my new reason for not dealing with other people is because I'm in a relationship. Which is something I need to tell other dude too. (This dude from highschool that has been trying to get at me) Mostly I just avoid him and tell him I'm busy because he's definitely my type so I don't want to get into any sticky situations because AS WE KNOW I tend to get myself into sticky situations.
One thing I can say is that Crab LOVES ME! He loves me all Jill Scott Especially Different like. And I FEEL it. And I'm gonna let him!
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Day 8 Somewhere I've traveled and somewhere I want to Travel
Somewhere I've traveled
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No where special. I went to Jamaica once as a child.
Other than that I've just been up and down the east coast and to St. Louis to visit my brother. When I was little we used to go on vacation with 2 other families every summer and I really can't say where the destinations were. They were always HEAVILY educational trips. And then on the way back we always spent at least one night at Baltimore Harbor before heading back to NJ.
Although we hated all of the educational tours we took these trips were so fun! There were 6 kids total (remember Buddha from my first loves, he was one). We ALWAYS stayed in an Embassy Suites and in the morning we would go have the free breakfast and the adults would say "Bulk up because this is it until dinner!" Then at night we'd always go to a good restaurant. Then we'd all get put into one hotel room and our parents would go to the bar and drink and we'd just have fun. I appreciate those trips! Memories.
I always look at Mini when we're doing special things and think "I'm making his memories!" and that makes me feel good!
I can't really say where I want to go. But this weekend I was with my friend Sweetie and we decided to do the same with our boys. So sometime this summer we will take a trip to DC and Baltimore Harbor with the boys! I've already done Disney with Mini and I personally don't think it's something I would want to do repeatedly. I think I want him to see lots of different cities, museums, stuff you know? So as far as travel, I just want to take my son all over!
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No where special. I went to Jamaica once as a child.
Other than that I've just been up and down the east coast and to St. Louis to visit my brother. When I was little we used to go on vacation with 2 other families every summer and I really can't say where the destinations were. They were always HEAVILY educational trips. And then on the way back we always spent at least one night at Baltimore Harbor before heading back to NJ.
Although we hated all of the educational tours we took these trips were so fun! There were 6 kids total (remember Buddha from my first loves, he was one). We ALWAYS stayed in an Embassy Suites and in the morning we would go have the free breakfast and the adults would say "Bulk up because this is it until dinner!" Then at night we'd always go to a good restaurant. Then we'd all get put into one hotel room and our parents would go to the bar and drink and we'd just have fun. I appreciate those trips! Memories.
I always look at Mini when we're doing special things and think "I'm making his memories!" and that makes me feel good!
I can't really say where I want to go. But this weekend I was with my friend Sweetie and we decided to do the same with our boys. So sometime this summer we will take a trip to DC and Baltimore Harbor with the boys! I've already done Disney with Mini and I personally don't think it's something I would want to do repeatedly. I think I want him to see lots of different cities, museums, stuff you know? So as far as travel, I just want to take my son all over!
Babblage
When I have to do those verification things when I comment on blogs I always make up meanings for the "words"
This morning at Freckles spot I saw this
traelocu mentyuic
This is someone who is very crazy and neurotic
This morning at Freckles spot I saw this
traelocu mentyuic
This is someone who is very crazy and neurotic
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